sian should not be thinking about legs. oh well that’s life. oh hai didn’t see you over there.
i love my dad cause he buys my shoes. heh.
heel is a little big :O ah fuck that, it’s my baby.
how to hit the 12week target wtfff i am at week8. i am just some mega sensitive heel-striking fuck. sianjipuah, help me internet
zomg i also want to cry with you all.
and this does not make me any less guilty in going for class instead of going to support.
fuck fuck fuck. invincible is just an ideal.
moving so fast, that when you crash, everything is a resounding blur.
let’s just fuck around and watch the sun set.
why my legs still so shitty.
why can’t i pon wed, i wanna go watchhh.
why my shoes feel like dying alr knn fml.
why is my brain so lousy.
why can’t we be like normal people.
i don’t know how i feel. no fucking clue.
and this kinda plagued me for awhile, a pretty long while in fact.
but then i was like, fuck that.
i don’t need to know or feel shit.
i’ll feel whatever i please, and learn whateverthefuck comes along.
life’s balls are right there, and i can walk right up and grab them.
it’s so strange and upsetting to relive certain moods and experiences.
that is so fucking true.
Submitted by xpsycho
at first i thought this was like for “someone with cancer, or some disability or something”. LOL.
future islands - swept inside
rightened rabbit - not miserable
the company men is kinda creepy. yeah i knew what it was about before i watched it, but i wasn’t expecting to see what people like that went through. and uhhm it just makes what kinda happened even more real and this much scarier. like fuck.