“I’m not jealous; the things I want are coincidentally the things you have.”
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May 2010
“If you give an equal share of your heart to everyone and they keep it safe, the world would be perfect. If.”
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You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to ‘blow your top’ but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away ‘footprints’ in the sand.
Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like ‘giving up’ - don’t. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression ‘All’s well that ends well’ will have an extra special meaning for you.
For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.
You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.
You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.
hmm?
if you can hear me from here, this is a new low.
shit bored.
was going to write a poem about fish.
fish.
oh well i asked for a random word and he had to say “fish”.
fuck me sideways.
i know right, fish.
roar.
“The thing i hate most about holidays is spending time at home.”
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The HEAT
is terrible here in SINGAPORE. I’M BACK. :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA you’re gonna melttttttttt xD
“We’re all confused. Finding the fun in the moment; like scrapes of joy at the bottom of life.”
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“Oh thank god you’re not being in a forgiving mood, I really aren’t obliged to give a fuck then.”
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Play
when in doubt, describe.
i wish i could draw,
so i could paint the pictures in my head,
blur the lines of choice and fate,
light your heart and kill the wait.
What!? I'm just saying.
you know you should be following less people when…
lesbians start appearing sprawled over your newsfeed.
WHAT ARE U FOLLOWING!?
jealous arhh.
What!? I'm just saying.
you know you should be following less people when…
lesbians start appearing sprawled over your newsfeed.
Play
“It feels like the rest of the world is waiting on you; it doesn’t feel right.”
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the bear jew took me too.
inglorious basterds is awesome shit.
ah-mother-chao-turban-chicken-backside-asshole-bloody-fucking-neh-neh-go-die-and-burn-your-testicles-in-hell-go-die-and-do-come-back-to-die-again-so-i-can-slap-your-mom’s-face-fuuucckkkk.
busy bee.
got work to do, metres to run,
brain to use, it’s so much fun.
Play
“Mileage is directly proportional to sleep needed.”
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tired
there’s a lot of stuff i’ve been meaning to post… mostly the stupid shit that happened in class. and out of that, 90% happens to come out of LW’s mouth. heh. oh well, too much crap to list anyway
so i’ve had a bad week. found my GC. fuck kardon. GPP GG. phailed every test so far, literally.
ccb
gonna sleep early tonight. oh wait, it’s already almost 12. zzz. nights
HEY YOU HAD A BAD WEEK TOO :D
urgh what the fuck there is to smile about i don’t know.
oh btw said hi to muuurrss chia the other day at sji.
dr crane isn't here at the moment, but if you would like to make an appointment...
i shall collect basically avengers, avengers academy and invincible iron man. and any other random stuff which seems cool.
and on another note, it’s true i’m a shark. i’m pretty sure of it grah. oh well, gotta be the bigger person.
and zomg i so need to sleep enough during the weekiend, or i’ll just kill myself BEFORE the hols come.
i'm not grumpy, i'm preoccupied.
parry left jab, left foot step forward, hit solar plexus, aim higher and hit diapgragm successively, right shin to the crotch, discombobulate with both palms as heads falls, step back, right hook to the nose, foot to the chin, sweeping kick with left leg, elbow to neck nerve cluster.
“So what happens when you thought you needed others, but reality proved to be otherwise?”
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“Smiling, without being able to help it, for extended periods of time is awesome. Pretty retarded. And not to mention, kills your cheek muscles, but whaddaheck.”
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“I’m incapable. Am I?”
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HAHA.
i have all thirty-five issues of avengers initiative! hahahaha awesome.
arh fuck work.
“I spend so much timing doing everything else.”
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count me... out.
yesterday was awesomely tiring, but super worth it :D
responsibility called; say whaaaaat?
know your limits, master bruce.
batman has no limits.
Play
“You can’t take it, but you don’t have a choice.”
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“Set me alight, the world’s on fire.”
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work.
holy mother. that’s a lot of shit.
mrs tan: are you stressed?
me: no, just annoyed.
schnore.
fuck this weekend was such a waste. seriously. i think i got like MORE tired. wtf man.
i’ll promise the stars
that if you strayed upon me,
i’d break the silence.
the moon has my word
that if all wasn’t fine and true,
i wouldn’t get hurt.
the sun shines tomorrow,
there’s you to look forward to,
along with boundaries and tired sorrow.
“the broken clock is a comfort.”
—lifehouse or whoever wrote the lyrics.
some joke.
i am going to be ambitious today.
and i know how well yesterday went lol.
newshoes newshoes newshoes! oh ho can’t wait to use ‘em.
